SLeepless

Oh my i have a problem with sleeping...
I dont know whats the issues on me mind.

Hmmm but i do realize something
maybe its cos i grew up watching her
Well the The Nanny is somewhat like me

Forever trying to be young she is FOREVER 29 haha (I am forever 18)
A good moralist... thinks everything should be in a certain moral way but not forceful.
Likes to talk
Likes to joke
Loves trouble
Do things the complicated way
Likes to HAHAHAHA (NASAL/weird voice of mine)
Loves funny people
Sarcastic-Charm
An individual in style
Bold colours

Well

Here comes the scary part
Would i be broken up with those crushing scenes
But she had style she had class, thats how she became the NANNY~~~

and unitl i am 29 (31)
mmmmmmmm
Scary
i start to wonder isit because i dont have that Attraction Mode Built in people
Just friendly be yourself
which becomes the better of us.. miss many chances...but many friends...

My good friend was down and told me i would have people that are true to me around me.
Maybe so in good faith, its scary, but i do hope my Mr Sheffield Comes along be it 5 years of Drama/Sitcom for a happily ever after.
I dont need a fairy tale But i need a life
Filled with Fun Laughter and i seriously dont mind three kids thats werent mine naturally.:)

Hell No

Oh ma God what the hell is happening to me !
I am such an idiot ...
Gordon Brown had to come out and ma mind reach to the other realm or something
during the exam....

I am still not studying for my last paper and here typing on my comp...
Something is wrong with me.. Even if i face my fears.... I dont think it
can be solved in like one day
I think the only consolation i can give myself is that i might not be where all the people are going to be
I dont know if its sad or happy?

i am young or am i not?
people say i am young because they are not like us bananas
WE know when we are feeling older
IF i get thrown back to singapore I CAN SEE MYSELF JUMP 2 numbers up....

ARH this is crazy i need to start reading consideration/misrepresentation.
otherwise i WILL HAVE LOST ALL MY CONSIDERATION AND be misrepresented!
SEE I GOT THIS Ya'll :~(

Here i am

Here i am trying to study...
I made another mistake again... WOW... Life in ma face...
There is no point ranting here.

i am still in the library trying to figure out Gordon Brown @ 05 32...
God still need to let my tutor check before i take the exams.... HeLP!!!
I seriously couldnt concentrate at all
and my exams are on friday!!!

I think about wat could have been the happier everytime
Maybe i was always positive
i use to remember mel say why i think everyone is okay/nice
but than as time goes by i get dissapointed and dejected and tada thats why i feel sad
cos maybe it was innately i enjoyed everyone (except some incorrigible people)
therefore i feel more and more negative.....

MY friend told me to "BELIEVE". Does it work?
I dont know sometimes the harder i hope it doesnt appear but i dont get the harder you fall.
Cos i personally believe that when you have gone through something bad no materr how bad the next one is, it doesnt matter. Maybe.

My mind starts wondering to have i forgotten the past.? have they drifted off?
V still keeps poping in my mind.
Maybe we shared alittle more than anyone else in the world ever could and ever will.

F doesnt.
W just the name.

I suddenly do not know what the hell i must do in terms of me life.
I need revelation.... I need to sit under a tree and think but i still want to be with someone after enlightenment
NOT a Vegan....
I want people to be happy than i will be happy
Thats how i am I AM influenced by me surroundings
and the leffect lasts thats why i want people to have fun around me.
Au secours!!!!!!

...

Hey sorry havent been blogging was too lazy haha BLAME the Weather Everyone does that....
Well nothing new met with Sun Yu after not meeting her since Sec. Had a strange day REALLY Strange
Some people know shant elaborate.....

Well watched some great films:
Benjamin Button
Milk
Reader
Confessions of a shopaholic (quite similar to me) hoho but i wouldnt freeze stuff

I am so pek cek with some things shopping mainly... well what else can make me frustrated
haha.... I couldnt get some important to my life/existence item.... And its SPORTS stuff i travelled to
a few different shops Hmph!

Anyways this Easter I should be visiting France. Than a few weeks later with my Dad to Milan some Fair thang going on.
I am really really frustrated with not getting to buy my stuff.... ARH!!!!!!!! DESTROY!!!!
well i think maybe i should match the new IT thing - Ugly Beautiful

So hence forth i might want to be called Fashion Hulk hoho
But i will MONOGRAM hahaha on me when i am angry YES CHERYL MONOGRAM.....
kill me slap me....if you want

I have been really into the political study thang... Dont know why...
Harvey MILK maybe... there is another side they didnt show though....
I have started going back to Dance Class trying to actually ...
my partner was a White Girl quite nice down to earth kind.... actually i think its better
Well there were other globe settlers but.... i think she matched me that day...

And the most bizzare thing I JOINED THE GYM.... well the signs and everything IS PURPLE
AND NOT ORANGE haha...and its LA not California something haha...
Its quite famous around UK... its good it has swimming pool, usual gym stuff,
gym classes (yoga havent tried i feel like buying this juicy couture fitness gear)
including A PINK Juicy Couture YOGA MAT!! stunning isnt it?
its quite nice and its just the next building across the road from where i live
Dont ask me why i didnt join earlier
And its actually cheaper than DA Gym in Singapore....

I wasnt looking at anyone - HO HO HO