Tired

Goodness me i was so crazy i finally decided to watch BrokeBack because i dont like to watch these kind of really sad things
Thinking i wasnt going to be affected, i was wrong.
It just kept pouring into me every emotions, i could feel everything.
I was even more sad as i knew that heath ledger really did passed. He was so so sublime.
It was an emotional roller coaster for me till now i keep thinking about them.
Its a show but it portrayed a beautiful yet filled with so much anguish. everytime i think i will have the tear jerking moment.
It reminds me of my past not so dramatic but along the same line.
We were happy could have been really happy together.
But circumstances did not allow.
It spiralled down.
Betray/rebound/trying out alternatives
Vicious circle of situations.
Causing a knock-on effect to things.
The movie was so realistic for me i feel.
The ending really was heart wrenching.
Its so scary to evoke such things into people.
What if your only true loved one was gone.

After a few days of watching i did this again....accurate.....

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.