Where We All Hate Him

Thoughts about coming home

2010-07-26T10:47:00.001-07:00

After coming back to Singapore, I have mixed feelings about my life or how it has been for the past 3 years or so. Obviously i am happy to see my friends but slowly and unknowingly certain bad snippets of my life have crept back to haunt me. It is not the physical object or the imagery or whatever. But what surfaced was the hidden feelings. I have to move forward bravely in order to change my mental state according to Death. But to do that is not easy it would have to be something that just snaps suddenly in my head. I do not know whether it is better to stay lost from society to get myself back but i has been mentioned when I get out of this crazy psyche I will definitely be a changed person again. I have changed so much I just want to change to be a happier me like in the past. Unfortunately, that is impossible as I know its not happening.

All these feelings magnified when I went clubbing with a nice friend R. He was really nice to just get out of the house spontaneously so I thank him for that. I saw some interesting people especially one that looked like Edward Cullen. Was really intrigued by him than I saw a sarong party gay. Just covalent bonded himself on to him and they started dancing thats fine. Next thing you know they were in a heated lips smashing tournament of some sorts. Well the guy was like 190 or something his hair is like Edward Cullen. So intriguing for me. I decided to take a closer look at that spore and I just hate THESE (singlet a bit muscled and obviously mary) things more and more. Its okay to like a W if you know the person slowly and not attached yourself like a morsel on to him. Well, as I watched this horrific tragedy I questioned myself why didn't I just do the same thing as he did. I realised I just couldn't. I felt sad because I knew I did not want to change to be a person to be like that. Its true. the more modern society gets the less human or morally correct you become. I am getting tired of this. Maybe I am just old-fashioned. I dont know I felt depressed. Like I could not fit in properly at all. Even if I wanted to be this slushy drink spilled on him allowing him to lick me I wont be able to do it. There were no conversations between them at all. I am probably just being crazy but as myself I just felt something that no words could describe it.

Home Bound

2010-06-20T19:23:00.000-07:00

Alas! after few weeks of non-stop packing I am finally heading back to the land that created tiger beer. I finished my exams quite early, golly it was one of the most horrific moments in my life. I think most of the paper leaves me feeling like a Wot! Well on 24th June the results are going to be mailed to our home addresses. I am going to snatch the letter box keys so as to hold on to it before anyone does knowing WLF, she will just open regardless of whether I approve it or not. The reason I have been taking so long to pack is like I was looking back at forth as to which clothes which stuff to bring back. Only to realise that is there a point to dress up well.... Cos well its Singapore.... I have this weird tendency to have a very bad throat like days before boarding planes. i think it is to do with my mental incapabilities to take a plane. I shopped for stuff and decided to only buy one good thing this time I don't know why I have this unfortunate syndrome of not spending anymore money although I wanted to get a new laptop bag and a carry on board hand carrier. I saw those at Fendi and just wanted to get it so as to satisfy my innermost reminders of " Please get a new hand carrier and a laptop bag". The laptop bag is a necessity. AFter what my sister passed down to me this really shitty piece of shit laptop bag you know those tech savvy people will recommend you to buy just because it looks like those really resistant stuff like Timberland. Well it failed on my alright and the strap broke and it was just my laptop and it was meant to be for a MacBook Pro and I am just using a MacBook nonetheless, it rolled down the steps while I was trying to get up the a higher level.

It seems to me that I have to go home and get a job. I was thinking the next two years are going to be my intern years is it necessary? I really dont want to, but I will do it on certain conditions. It is not a boring office, I get to meet interesting and nice people. One year of the oh horrors people in my Uni is enough for me. I need a reboot to my brain. I should be like finishing my last bit of packing now yet i am here trying to inject life into my old blog which is dead. My eyes are like half closed as I am typing this but my brain seems to not want to sleep. What a weird sensation.

I might as well upload some photos I have taken while during the holidays.

Some centre/square place at CANNABIS Street

Me and Yilin's trip to london to watch John Mayer we had some lunch here at Cha Cha Moon

The review of the food is a 3/5 considering its an asian restaurant in a white place. LoL. I ordered Jasmine tea infused chicken noodles me thinks and Yilin ordered this Hor Fun looking thing i also ordered Taro cake loved it :)

Also since I saw a woman carrying a birkin bag I decided to see how many Londoners could easily be spotted carrying it while walking around.

And this was in span of like 30 minutes. LOL
I did see like loads more while walking around but I was too lazy to use my camera and steal shot everyone.

They also had this weird elephant event whereby all over London they have these cutely graphically designed Dumbos all over the place I only took two of them there were more even in Shopping Malls.

Aren't they dope I think I saw some people actually going around trying to take as many elephantes as they could

As regard the John Mayer videos and photos would not be on ever... lol I couldnt bring in my camera as they said it had a Zoom Lens to big for the show and judging my how Winni will never get online to do anything lol I doubt I will see any photos of us at the concert.

Crazyness

2010-04-26T18:09:00.000-07:00

The songs i listen to nowadays...

My absolute fav songs.

Crazy

2010-04-24T19:26:00.000-07:00

I have'nt blogged for like ages
Just handed in two courseworks
true enough bad luck has arrived.
My comp died 2 days before my cw was due and everything was gone
tried to do it in the library and i was taking precautionary actions by
saving non stop and in the end the file i saved was like corrupted.
OMG i had to borrow this really good friend of mine the computer
and she had to sleep with the lights on so thanks... but she is a heavy sleeper anyway.

I have been affected by some past Imps (not demons) so weird the world is so small
even my friend from Malaysia/HK knows some of the people i dont really want to know.
Oh well i do like someone now...but oh well think it will not go anywhere

I want to like revamp my blog...

天啊。。。

2010-02-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

咳。。。我真的有时觉得问我自己问题出在那里。。。。可能我自己有错误。。。但是我以竟了我所能配合。。。

好累了。。。每次都没有什么好的结果
是我太固执了？今年听说天平座，是整年最不好的。。。
那这么办？

就是人生吗？但我一生中对对方要求的很少
我跟本都已经跟不上作业。。。

AH!!!!

2010-01-17T17:20:00.000-08:00

OMG rushing for my coursework due in like 3 pm and its 1 21 am now!!!
BLog later!

Here comes Year 2010

2010-01-14T13:30:00.000-08:00

Haha officially isnt my blog dead? LOL
Well I am still alive though
Much has happened back. I was back in singapore even got to meet up with Cheryl which she forgot about me.
We became dota maniacs.
Sorry if i didnt have time to meet with everyone i still call a friend.
Just tired.

NEW year? so difficult thrown into a live sitcom lol but i am cool ya'll.
Well uni is pretty tough so much work waiting to be done and with my
Poor time management.
Or maybe lack of motivation.
But I am afraid of dropping into the retail outlet 路线。。。

Anyways i miss DOTA cos everyone has fun playing it.:)
Well i will try and blog more since Bristol is kinda boring nowadays.
My English is still as shiat.
I might try and make this a more modern blob aka more modern blog layout
I am not sure whether to comment on fashion stuff
I might as well offend everyone lol so maybe slowly or a bit.
I am not sure how to talk politely still learning :P

I also put on weight first time in my life i actually reached 60.1kg
It was so scary. Gym and dance and pills here I come.
This week having the lectures I had to try and concentrate like a crazy person scared of being distracted.
In addition the lectures are so fast cos they only last 50 minutes for sometimes one long topic and you have to get it or NOT get it
Now i actually bring my laptop which i previously prefer to write but i think typing is easier cos i only press
When i write i think i am thinking of lots of stuff like spacing and how the words look.
So crazies

I recommend the movie DAYBREAKERS!
Nice good ethan hawke is in there havent seeen him in movies so long
its about vampire well so .... go figure
its lots of gruesome images lol
But they are funny ones nonethelss
Maybe i should recommend a movie every week

Or some funny movies for everyone to watch ya'll!

My new year resolution is to have the utmost concentration i can sustain during lectures and please i want to be a radiant and beautiful person. LOL

OH MY GOD

2009-08-24T13:14:00.000-07:00

oh my god
I dont understand the blog skin thing
celebrated many people's birthday
Lydia
Weijie
CHeryl coming
mine melody his.... LOL
SO many

WAtch UP!!

SO CUTE THE DOG dog cone of shame !!!
SHould get one for some people

Hmm

2009-07-25T14:56:00.000-07:00

Oh well since i back better try and blog

I have been wondering alot recently ..
about everything

Anyways have been prawning nearly every week new fav past time
SO afraid that i will miss it when i get back to the UK :(

Oniomania

2009-04-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

Oh ma god.... I am trying to stop shopping help .......
I dont know wats wrong with me with buy buy buy...
I dont know seriously.... I still want to buy haha

I was in class today and someone unfortunately from a family with a Pol. background
said this
Gay people make bad parents
I was quiet the whole time trying to hear everyone's comments
To my surprise.

A very chauvinist guy my friend nice guy he asked me about such stuff..
I explained and i think even without me explaining, he himself feels that
PLU are born like that .
And the one making the most noise i dont know rich? or just plain one sided
I dont get the drift.... Int. Relations? doesnt make sense. People dont live in one country
yes its her opinion but not listening is another.... and the worst part when you dont listen
PEOPLE dont listen to what you are saying either
this conversation was carried out as though i did not appear to be there...

Yes and unfortunately, she was part of a religious community... i need deliverance?
She said it... well
i start to ponder on the religion aspect...do people join the religion as they have no where else to turn to?
for hope?
I think hope has to be in built not instilled upon us... you have to have the own feeling you want to hope for something..
i was quite shocked at how people can be sooo hard headed..
Well personally on a daily observation - not very bright, nice person
But what is wrong is that ....

is she saying in front of me that i wont be a good parent?
I want to have a family of my own in the future..
I look at things differently... Life sucks.. but i have to look at it .. what comes my way did...
I dont agree with one of my lecturer he said something about life
but if you keep thinking htat maybe if you didnt maybe if you didnt, i dont think he has actually embraced totally.
Yes he is older people who have seen more like to brag they have seen more...
That dosent mean i havent seen anything in my life.

I do miss V. I know till now that he is my soulmate..
Even more so after moving across the globe...
There is never a new start in life .. NEVER EVER
Just a new change and continuity..
I dont know what else i can do with him now.

But i think if we were parents,
our children will be good kids.
Even if they do have a crime gene or watever,,, they are still good people just misguided or not being able to help themselves.
Children under gay people doesnt make them gay...
People without religion doesnt make them bad people
I know what i want and the extend that i want in my life...
My future career especially... If i have children...
I know the extent i can go.. into how much or how is the best i can provide and do.
No different from any other parents that love their children
PLU's have seen so much as well
we have seen discrimination, prejudice, felt shame, felt sadness , courage with coming out,
We have lots to teach as well.
But a person's sexuality can never be taught and i dont think any parents have purposely ever tried to
POINT OUT TO a child that a woman/man is the correct form to copulate..
In everyone's younger days they develop their own interest...even without their parents interfering...

GOD I NEED SHOPPING!

Seriously?

2009-04-19T20:12:00.000-07:00

Seriously?
Is this happening to me?
i think we all need bigger hearts.
I may or may not have.
I quarrel for what i believe in
isnt that the whole point
i dont want to end up like what some people want
i want WHAT I WANT godamit

SLeepless

2009-03-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

Oh my i have a problem with sleeping...
I dont know whats the issues on me mind.

Hmmm but i do realize something
maybe its cos i grew up watching her
Well the The Nanny is somewhat like me

Forever trying to be young she is FOREVER 29 haha (I am forever 18)
A good moralist... thinks everything should be in a certain moral way but not forceful.
Likes to talk
Likes to joke
Loves trouble
Do things the complicated way
Likes to HAHAHAHA (NASAL/weird voice of mine)
Loves funny people
Sarcastic-Charm
An individual in style
Bold colours

Well

Here comes the scary part
Would i be broken up with those crushing scenes
But she had style she had class, thats how she became the NANNY~~~

and unitl i am 29 (31)
mmmmmmmm
Scary
i start to wonder isit because i dont have that Attraction Mode Built in people
Just friendly be yourself
which becomes the better of us.. miss many chances...but many friends...

My good friend was down and told me i would have people that are true to me around me.
Maybe so in good faith, its scary, but i do hope my Mr Sheffield Comes along be it 5 years of Drama/Sitcom for a happily ever after.
I dont need a fairy tale But i need a life
Filled with Fun Laughter and i seriously dont mind three kids thats werent mine naturally.:)

Hell No

2009-03-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

Oh ma God what the hell is happening to me !
I am such an idiot ...
Gordon Brown had to come out and ma mind reach to the other realm or something
during the exam....

I am still not studying for my last paper and here typing on my comp...
Something is wrong with me.. Even if i face my fears.... I dont think it
can be solved in like one day
I think the only consolation i can give myself is that i might not be where all the people are going to be
I dont know if its sad or happy?

i am young or am i not?
people say i am young because they are not like us bananas
WE know when we are feeling older
IF i get thrown back to singapore I CAN SEE MYSELF JUMP 2 numbers up....

ARH this is crazy i need to start reading consideration/misrepresentation.
otherwise i WILL HAVE LOST ALL MY CONSIDERATION AND be misrepresented!
SEE I GOT THIS Ya'll :~(

Here i am

2009-03-18T22:31:00.000-07:00

Here i am trying to study...
I made another mistake again... WOW... Life in ma face...
There is no point ranting here.

i am still in the library trying to figure out Gordon Brown @ 05 32...
God still need to let my tutor check before i take the exams.... HeLP!!!
I seriously couldnt concentrate at all
and my exams are on friday!!!

I think about wat could have been the happier everytime
Maybe i was always positive
i use to remember mel say why i think everyone is okay/nice
but than as time goes by i get dissapointed and dejected and tada thats why i feel sad
cos maybe it was innately i enjoyed everyone (except some incorrigible people)
therefore i feel more and more negative.....

MY friend told me to "BELIEVE". Does it work?
I dont know sometimes the harder i hope it doesnt appear but i dont get the harder you fall.
Cos i personally believe that when you have gone through something bad no materr how bad the next one is, it doesnt matter. Maybe.

My mind starts wondering to have i forgotten the past.? have they drifted off?
V still keeps poping in my mind.
Maybe we shared alittle more than anyone else in the world ever could and ever will.

F doesnt.
W just the name.

I suddenly do not know what the hell i must do in terms of me life.
I need revelation.... I need to sit under a tree and think but i still want to be with someone after enlightenment
NOT a Vegan....
I want people to be happy than i will be happy
Thats how i am I AM influenced by me surroundings
and the leffect lasts thats why i want people to have fun around me.
Au secours!!!!!!

...

2009-03-03T16:06:00.000-08:00

Hey sorry havent been blogging was too lazy haha BLAME the Weather Everyone does that....
Well nothing new met with Sun Yu after not meeting her since Sec. Had a strange day REALLY Strange
Some people know shant elaborate.....

Well watched some great films:
Benjamin Button
Milk
Reader
Confessions of a shopaholic (quite similar to me) hoho but i wouldnt freeze stuff

I am so pek cek with some things shopping mainly... well what else can make me frustrated
haha.... I couldnt get some important to my life/existence item.... And its SPORTS stuff i travelled to
a few different shops Hmph!

Anyways this Easter I should be visiting France. Than a few weeks later with my Dad to Milan some Fair thang going on.
I am really really frustrated with not getting to buy my stuff.... ARH!!!!!!!! DESTROY!!!!
well i think maybe i should match the new IT thing - Ugly Beautiful

So hence forth i might want to be called Fashion Hulk hoho
But i will MONOGRAM hahaha on me when i am angry YES CHERYL MONOGRAM.....
kill me slap me....if you want

I have been really into the political study thang... Dont know why...
Harvey MILK maybe... there is another side they didnt show though....
I have started going back to Dance Class trying to actually ...
my partner was a White Girl quite nice down to earth kind.... actually i think its better
Well there were other globe settlers but.... i think she matched me that day...

And the most bizzare thing I JOINED THE GYM.... well the signs and everything IS PURPLE
AND NOT ORANGE haha...and its LA not California something haha...
Its quite famous around UK... its good it has swimming pool, usual gym stuff,
gym classes (yoga havent tried i feel like buying this juicy couture fitness gear)
including A PINK Juicy Couture YOGA MAT!! stunning isnt it?
its quite nice and its just the next building across the road from where i live
Dont ask me why i didnt join earlier
And its actually cheaper than DA Gym in Singapore....

I wasnt looking at anyone - HO HO HO

Patience Positive Posture

2009-01-22T15:38:00.000-08:00

Arh these are the three most important thing i need now.....
I think i jui jing yao fa sheng jing again i think its my blood type AB
will have 精神分裂诊 my god i keep reading many stuff finish most of my books
Have to go get some haha quite affected as to how some of these emotions evoking
I want to shop but i try to shop slowly otherwise i will finish my money
unless i get some income HOHO... than who cares.....
I missed like 2 Ps already ARH!!! forget it i shall get something real nice then..... (i hope)

2009-01-15T15:53:00.001-08:00

Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Iron and Wine

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures
Thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

Shopping

2009-01-10T14:32:00.000-08:00

Shopping---- Busy----Tired----- Want to help some people Get STUFF DONT WANT PICK UP MY CALL... Apparently i ambulance centre can but i just need a Cambridge LESBIAN LINE cannot call and pick up...Hor

W-O-W

2009-01-03T09:47:00.000-08:00

Jealousy?
Grotesque Behaviour?
Lousy Etiquette?

People are oh so bringing down people/ consoling themselves in an undesirable fashion just to like wat make themselves seem important..... more powerful or wat..... atas???

URGH.....

2009 here I come... since i have a pretty much enhanced life, i now listen to other people's opinion ONLY but not heeding them haha i mean i think i generally see more than one view now like really due to many different geographical locations. I will only Listen to people that i think are more similar in terms of what we want to achieve in life... i know what i might want now.... well thanks to her.... If i succeed i wont forget her..def.. I feel .....

It will be A LONG WINDING HARD AS HELL ROAD THAT ARE NOT just filled with BUMPS, Trenches, sinkholes or even floods.

BUT WHAT DA HELL.... i love bumpy rides.....

TIREDNESS

2008-12-25T19:06:00.000-08:00

OH I AM SO tired haha therefore no blogging happens...
haha i sometimes just lie down and dont do anything
HAHA
Been clubbing and working...... OH working is quite interesting makes me start thinking
I was at Power House yesterday night with Anthony, Kito, some SMU people, some quite drunk guy cant really remember the names...
Saw z there............................................................ haiz.......................................... i think i feel a connection I THINK haha
or it was just long time never see........................... i felt a form of sadness enveloping me ............. ANYWAYS HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!!! CHERYL your BOX NEVER ARRRIVE TODAY!!!!

PICS ARE just coming soon lazy to edit

Back in Singapore

2008-12-15T11:19:00.000-08:00

I met a nice girl which made me think singapore had some form of hope left
while i was getting my hair done...
She was a girl having her hair done and the shop had to close only by 3 am due to all of us....
Me and Ed were the Last... And this girl bought macs for all of us even when edwin and I did not know her.....
Wow and also the maid that helps with the place... wow..... anyway i got my hair cut
Dont Laugh

ROCK LEE is his NAME OKAy!!! haha he didnt inspire me i just wanted to cut this and i realized a resemblance god BUT HE IS SO CUTE HAHA

THANK GOD I was NOT WEARING GREEN

Yang you are a bit Siao

2008-11-21T14:51:00.000-08:00

Yes i think I AM SIAO...
I Risked my life by cycling TWO WHEEL HOR
Just to go shopping at night
In the COldest time of the day
9 PM onwards at 3 to -1 degrees
cycling Cycling Quite Exciting and Dangerous
haha
Shopping is my life i actually stop my friend today and said

Fashion is more important to me than your exam... so let her finish on London Fashion Week.

But judging by my happy face :) Its worth it i actually bought more stuff
but i would get guillotined by cheryl so Better dont exhibit here. hohoho

i got Bling *

2008-11-18T10:13:00.000-08:00

I love my Bells HAHA
I have a test tomorrow ARH
So tired
Cher love my bongs?

Jimmys

2008-11-17T16:25:00.000-08:00

My first pair of Jimmys
HAHA no i am not dragging...
Its a present for Anne Haha
I bought a pair of Jimmys and The Evening Bag Satin Bag i love touching it -_~
haha
I am going to TOuch it Everyday~~~ HAHA
Well i bought lots of other stuff "nice stuff"
HOHOHO...

I was so tired i had to have some Love SO...... I had

2008-11-13T11:39:00.000-08:00

I always hoped my twin appeared and if he did it would be hot rite A hot couple
I think the only person suited me is myself hur hur hur

Tired

2008-11-11T17:10:00.000-08:00

Goodness me i was so crazy i finally decided to watch BrokeBack because i dont like to watch these kind of really sad things
Thinking i wasnt going to be affected, i was wrong.
It just kept pouring into me every emotions, i could feel everything.
I was even more sad as i knew that heath ledger really did passed. He was so so sublime.
It was an emotional roller coaster for me till now i keep thinking about them.
Its a show but it portrayed a beautiful yet filled with so much anguish. everytime i think i will have the tear jerking moment.
It reminds me of my past not so dramatic but along the same line.
We were happy could have been really happy together.
But circumstances did not allow.
It spiralled down.
Betray/rebound/trying out alternatives
Vicious circle of situations.
Causing a knock-on effect to things.
The movie was so realistic for me i feel.
The ending really was heart wrenching.
Its so scary to evoke such things into people.
What if your only true loved one was gone.

After a few days of watching i did this again....accurate.....

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

OH MY GOD

2008-11-08T17:28:00.001-08:00

Oh my GOD
CHERYL THIS IS SO ACCURATE HERN SCARY

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

You are experiencing extreme emotional disappointment because it would seem that a particular relationship is no longer running smoothly. You would like to break away from this involvement completely and yet, if this were to happen, then its possible that something very important to you would be lost. You are in a quandary. You are not sure which way to turn. So on the one hand, you would like to free yourself from this attachment altogether, yet on the other, you do not want to lose anything nor risk uncertainty and the possibility of further disappointment. These contradictory and opposing emotions are now causing you considerable stress but you are putting on a brave face - pretending that you don't care.

The stress that you are experiencing at this time is due to the present situation - a situation of your own making. But trying to ignore it, hoping that it will go away, will only aggravate it further. What you need to do is to slow down - to relax and re-think the situation and by going slow, you may be amazed to find that most of your problems will resolve themselves.

Bonfire night and Shopping again...

2008-11-08T16:56:00.000-08:00

I had a fun time at bonfire night the fireworks werent as like atas as it should be but nonetheless enjoyable since there was a carnival. But i did not play because lack of finances and was with my SLR so a bit dangerous. As usual pictures here dont do justice to what my camera can actually do.

And today i actually went london and WINDOW SHOPPED and never PURCHASE ANYTHING HOR OH MY GOD!!!

HIGH FASHION

2008-11-04T12:11:00.000-08:00

Oh

My look today

HAHA was so bored i decided to self shoot myself haha
Well Cheryl here is one of them darlin's of mine...
HAHA CHERYL MY CHLOE HOW!!!! ITS PEELING!!! LIKE A BANANA KNS BUY ONE STUPID THING

Anyways i had an interesting day with my Scottish Teacher he IS SO kawai haha. He is quite nice and very mature-d already. But i really appreciate whatever he says cos they make my day... HAHA
Exams are coming like SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FAST!!!! ARH!!! HELP!!!!

Oh forgot i bought some Books with the DVDs haha
I am currently reading Sam Bourne - The Final Reckoning -
And i bought Sam Bourne - The Righteous Men -
Shy Keenan - Broken-

Movie Marathon

2008-11-03T13:59:00.000-08:00

Oh well didnt get to go out this weekend raining weirdly :<
MY bags got wet was having panic attacks.
Dont know what to do.... Quite Pek cek

Anyways i had movie Marathon Old to Rememberable

I watched like :

Erin Brocovich Library
Da Vinci Code Dvd
Devil Wears Prada Dvd
Any my favourite Dvd
Breakfast at Tiffany's Dvd

Oh i just love old films i am trying to find Mary Poppins though
I havent finish watching Oscar Wilde apparently someone took it :<
I saw this weird title called something like because she is a whore or somethin
It was so sexually explicit the back covers... In a library...

To me Audrey Hepburn is one of my fav old actresses. Meryl Streep and Julie Andrews as well...
I looked at Audrey and wondered how can someone be born like that. Where have all the good genes gone?
I Love the love story

G Holly i am not going to let you do this
A Youre not going to let me?
G Holly i am in love with you
A So what
G SO WHAT !
G SO plenty
G I love you! You belong to me
A no People dont belong to People
G OF course they do!
A I dont want to be put in a cage.

some lines
drops cat

G Face the Fact!
G People do fall in love.
G People do belong to each other.
G Because thats the only chance peoples' got for real happiness.
Oh well Maybe i always believed in this opinion as well.

Excuses were once given to me:
Saying - being nice to me does that make me love you.
I have never encountered such bizzare circumstances i couldnt answer such a question
I just thought if you love someone its not just trying to be nice you "will" be unknowingly.
The face when one gives an excuse is kinda revolting. When its two eyes open and no sense of guilt.

Anyways the ending revolves around a nameless Cat. hee hee.

Golly!

2008-11-02T00:52:00.001-07:00

AH After Moving back and Cleaning

2008-10-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Entrance
Notice how much clothes are in the laundry basket FULL to THE BRIM

My shoes Still coming in HAHA everyone thinks i am crazy please dont laugh at Brooks on the Right it has gone through hardships with me!

Bed Burberry Bed Sheet.....haha

This Tiny Closet that i have to squeeze everything in

Patrick and Pink Money (he gave it to me)

Finally my desk that has more skin care than books HAHAHA

Shopping Again

2008-10-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

Shopping is really like part of my life now..... but i cant really mention wat i buy Cos people might kill me.. :) i use my own money Fair & Square okee??

Anyways was reading through some blogs and apparently i am still a bitch considered by many others from merlion city
Now i have an additional title Called "Manipulative" or try to twist the minds of people around me... haha

Well Why would i do that? to me your own business is your own business. Or if asked generally, i just tell wats the truth that was passed to me interpret it in any way you want ya know?

Anyways its Halloween today/tonight. I aint going to dress up or am i going to go out partying not sure its freezing.
Highest: 8 dc Lowest: 3 dc in the morning and currently it says 6 dc....

Well i finally managed to get one pathetic jacket because of all the sizing problems... I should have bought some more stuff after thinking but the point of thats enough kicked in. But since i am a bitch why cant i have it all rite??

Mid Term Break

2008-10-29T19:05:00.000-07:00

Oh today term break starts just went to city centre to shop a while..... And went to the library to watch dvds
I watch Boys Dont Cry & 2/8 of Oscar Wilde
I finally managed to get the Dvd on him but it was dinner time so we had to leave
I had to shrink all the pictures to the lowest possible otherwise its too huge and the internet here is like worse than 56 K
Otherwise the weather was finally great
Look at the contrast people are wearing i REally havent received my CLothing from Online WATs WRONG!!! they want me to freeze!!!!

Pics me and Luiza took...
please arh this is impromptu go out one dont judge how my face is or hair

The End-Start of Mid Term

2008-10-28T18:16:00.000-07:00

Apparently lacking in 2 marks less than big mouth king is such a humiliating thing for me that he has to GLOAT.
And the worse? The person he secretly and desirably was gloating with is under "stupidity" characterisation under his rule.

Oh well.... Here come holidays apart SHOPPING nothing good ever did come and go my way....
Mirrors Movie I know its an old film but wat the heck Not bad Gothic Film... In terms of i think i havent seen much horrors lately...

Thinking of shopping tomorrow at somewhere further though.
Also, today shopping was again the SUN GLASSES PROBLEM they seem to always disappear from me and i have to get something else. I want them both then. I should SAY. I am just going to put away my insecurities when choosing between 2 but will still be insecure with one go FIGURE.

I should be flying back to merlion City for the Christmas SHOULD be on the 11 dec not far away one more month... and ten days.....

My new crush is like MARC JACOBS....

I sincerely hope i can get to know him maybe cos of Spongebob.... (really)

Me and ER hem
ER hem meaning ER hem... haha

Tiredness

2008-10-27T16:20:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD after incessant noise by my "friendly" geographically and class-wise neighbour, I have gone through LACK OF SLEEP DISORDER.... I have now officially moved back into the OLD ROOM the LEAKIN ROOM... Try waking up in the middle of the night with TALKING SO LOUD i can smash the WALL THROUGH TO make the noise level go down...It is like stand by everyting unpacking and packing moving and packing..... ie not fun.

Was drifting off in class my FOCUs FOCUS was off like *diao* i didnt fall asleep just couldnt comprehend the surroundings.

I have a mock test tomorrow which i dont have the opportunity to study because i will opt for EARLY BED FINALLY.... And MID TERMS ARE COMING!!! YEAH shopping again....REally nothing to do.... Shop also dont know wear the clothes to where...

Bleach has gotten on to something quite dear to me... OH MY GOd ... EVERYTHING NEW just destroys...
MY new glove now has a hole thanks to a certain someone trying to fit in to my small handed gloves made of leather stretching the inset and lining like a GAPING ASSSHOLE......Oh GOD....
MY Button from my jacket seems to be riping like an apple falling off a tree
soon i think.....
I need to buy a sewing kit ..... and become a Seamstress.

Dont Say NO photos hor...
Bridge to Brighton

Rainbow near Brighton

Cambridge Roads

HOLLOWeen is approaching so empty since no one is going to play the part.....B-O-R-I-N-G....

I want to drive a car but apparently its manual i think i can get blighting point rite until i realised that turning has to be a lower gear...Opposie Dassies..... Oh well i finally managed to play PS3 haha So slow But on the BIG SCreen OKAY!!! Nice beautiful graphics... SO REAL SO SO SO sO REAL and SO SOsOSOSSO difficult

Lee LINGER getting married!! MY first Friend to get married!!! WOW and without me there at all... And i am the Bitch...
I just hope all the best.... Marry young slim down.....OR you can still be big girls you are beautiful..... HAve Children -she will kill me- haha

Tiredness

2008-10-26T18:12:00.000-07:00

Oh my god Who knows how to put a bloody tagboard on this particular template.... it keeps saying error error error.... i am here trying to do my essay but no mood and i am just so tired..... haha...... Been SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING....
POLITICS how do i write this POLITICS~~~~ I saw huang Sun-yu while walking past london today JUST LIKE THAT.... SAW HER we were so shocked I had a headache at that time and just hung THERE LIKE FROZE.... i am trying to think whether i need to go back to Singapore for Christmas... haha

我好害怕我不能成功。。。。。。
我不知道我在干什么。。。。。。。
为什么在做于我不寻常的事。。。。

OKAY I will TRY TO BLOG

2008-10-22T16:12:00.000-07:00

HAHA well i thought no one knows i am still blogging apparently yes.
I am here surrounded by beautiful women i dont know why....
LIKE MODEL Looking women...Russian women Kazakh Women Tajik Women....
So envious of perfect skin tone, texture. Whereas i am facing the horrible effects of climate change my skin is way off balance now leading to destruction soon.... If i dont do something about it.
I intend to put photos but no time to take photos.... haha..
I have three tests this week..
First one was on monday... Computing Excel Accounting lets just say..... luckily i know how to buy staff and save money
The second one was today English
Friday the oh so i want to do well one....

I have been consistently on the move to go London everyweek.
Soho is like apparently not LAB SAB can.... whoever gave it that impression
I think drive straight down my house to MEL House turn into one of the Lorongs More LaB SAB.....
Shopping is the only form of entertainment...Please any top shop items that you want to buy please Address me
The SALE for i think Summer stuff is now...
Like ranges from S$3 for a T shirt to S$45 for the cardigans.....
Girls i have to check otherwise...

I just want to buy so much stuff...
Oh and Fred Perry people its relatively cheaper i guess with promotions and stuff.
its like so overly advertised from word of mouth in Singapore.....

Nice people i have met. With good sense of values.
I learnt from their culture... haha

Dont think about life, once you do you feel sorry for yourself.
this is the one thing that struck me like _THATS TRUE!_ kind...
My teacher apparently thinks i am an enigma...
I take it as a compliment! haha

Here you all

2008-10-07T11:08:00.000-07:00

I have finally started to settle in The UK. Well as usual i always have a bad luck spree with things around me, housing and PEOPLE. WOW. I HAVE REALLY SEEN EnOugh. My room is leaking like no body's buisness... WOW... Threatening from weird people i dont know.... Being in this course competition is high like HIGH. OH well....

LOVE LIFE??---- BAD
but i went to a new castle TALK AND well lets just say i think i am old enough to date a Member of the Staff at School...
Hot Sexy LOOKING KIND INTENSE EYES..... DARK hair kind ....CK Underwear model kind.... wow teaching SIgn me up

Financial Crisis
WEll lots of financial crisis... x3 everything go figure

Shopping
Fabulous Choice but not much to buy due to reason above... But i bought some stuff though :)

Birthday
In London.... WELLLL...sorta enjoyable...

ZOUK/MAMBO/WAN DOU SEK

2008-08-27T15:23:00.000-07:00

OH my god here i am blogging after the wee hours after fetching EVERYONE HOME IN THE RAIN test my eyesight, driving skill and having lens that are as dry as the Sahara. Hope everyone reaches home safely NO COLDS on the next day. We were lost for quite some time due to everyone having different road instincts. Which CLASHED. And we had to do the wind down window ask TAXI Uncle for Help. Helpline on the ROAD. HAHA thank you Taxi Uncle. Finally reaching Zouk NO PHUTURE. SO SAD. Anyways beginning music was like i have never heard of such songs in my life. We got to the members area. HAHA Pamela's help of course. Well generally was quite fun. I shall upload the photos soon I hope. HAHA. Than we left and went to have supper at Geylang and wadayaknow, LOST season 2. Back and forth back and forth. Finally REach WAN DOU SEK haha. Everyone enjoyed the supper i guess. I found a Cha Siew Bao King also liao. HAHA. Someone can accompany in PAo sessions. HAHA. Its kinda sad though i have to leave soon. REally a bit sad. Cos just all these will be gone. Haha. Haiz

Full To The Brim

2008-08-26T15:28:00.000-07:00

So full is to eat at Bedok Simpang IT WAS MADNESS haha Me and Pamela decided to go on a "snack" A SNACK but it eventually turned out to be a BIG PLATE OF CHICKEN SALAD, TOM YAM SOUP thats was so huge it was enough for a few people, And the Cheese Fries that couldnt be canceled and we had to gorge ourselves. Not to forget i HAD HORLICKs Dinosaur. Wow. It was amazing we could talk and shuffle some food down. Met some of her friends today was kinda eye opener. HMMMMMM. And yes Pamela got to drive me around IT was quite exciting. More towards the hear attack kind and high blood pressure........ Well we had some talk about life ya da ya da. Chung Cheng really holds lots of memories. I shall try my best to go back and take some really nice photographs using my SLR. To bring all these memories with me. However, most of the events last time werent captured. WAs really sad I suddenly remembered the musical we performed I really Forgot GREASE. Oh man.
During this past few weeks many incidents have touched me. First, was the Olympics in Beijing, was really great and superb. Makes you want to aim for a gold or a GOAL. HAHA. Some of them are so young, I was like wondering what are we doing in SIngapore. Sure the recognition as an athlete is not a very long duration. But you can tell the joy. I particularly enjoyed the Japanese Gymnast team they were so cute. HAHA. But for skill the Rhythimic Gymnast the Queen of Gymnast she did not get a GOLD but a Bronze. But we really all could see her DRIVE and passion. And the wanting of something. And definitely Team SIngapore lah the PING PONG women. Were Great. I felt WAng Yue Gu's PowerRRRR. HAHA SHE just SMACKs. But one particular person only caught my attention towards the end of the Games. The GOLD MEDALIST for 10 meters Platform Diving category. Matthews Mitcham. He didnt do well initially but just suddenly Soared through with perfect scores. HE once had depression, this shows he can overcome it. I admire him because just because he was great. I may just be a small person on this planet but I really want to congratulate on these people. And also all the athletes. I hope that Dancesports will finally appear in 2012 Olympics in London while I am there. HAHAHa. :> Just a dream but maybe one day I hope it will come through. Its not just a dance. I think the Olympics is a sporting event but to show people's SPirit like how the ancient Greeks did to show the beauty of strength and speed and anything athletic. Dancesport is also athletic because i think it consists of such elements. And shouldnt be taken out just because some countries do not want to include it. All dancers to me want to improve. Even if the gold will be swept by certain countries. Every olympics has shown many people from all over the world are all putting in effort to race against time to compete in their lifetime. Therefore everyone should have a chance to participate. And not be afraid of losing.

我好累。。。。。

2008-08-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

今天是我最竟可能最沮丧的一天。。。。。。没用。。。。。
但是起码我做人以来没放气过。。。。可能日子真的会很辛苦。。。。。
被欺骗的感觉就是那么让人对很多事情有了不同的关念。
我其实想念好多好多的东西。。。像同年时期。。。湖边。。。合唱团。。。。
以前朋友之间的感情于关怀。。。

Shopping For Trip

2008-08-23T12:34:00.002-07:00

Well its just a 2 weeks duration before I whisk off! And disappear haha to a new life ahead. I genuinely hope that it will be better as my best friends have pointed out that my life has had many turmoils. I guess so as well. Doing some really last minute shopping for the trip, I think packing is not really a problem I realised that I didnt want to bring much just important things. Oh even just nothing thats really a new start just like BMT. Haha. Todays prizes are Two T-Shirts and 4 pairs of socks HOW PATHETIC. Haha but I checked out some Sunglasses. Quite nice but i prefer my style ones haha. Ask JF he knows.

Shopping

2008-08-23T12:34:00.001-07:00

Lydia 21st

2008-08-22T11:51:00.000-07:00

Beware HOR if you click on the PHOTOS they will BLOW UP AT your FACE. HAHA TRY IT and scream.
The Birthday Girl!!!

Oh Soooooooooo Sweet

Our Cooking PAPA HAHA THANKS A LOT MAN

High Fashion Edgy Edgy

WeLL cake was great. It was a Hawaii Themed Event so please pardon all the floral motifs if it burns your eyes to their sockets. I had to take public transport so do not criticize our Hippie filled style. It was fun though due to the Mahjong in the end no one lost much. WE could even out WOW. I earned $2.50 and where did it GO? HaHa. I could not upload all the photos because Blogspot needs an improvement on the attach application. Kill me Please.
Well my camera does hide FLAWS haha. Anyways hope all these crazy women have a nice life ahead after the 20 age barrier. Transition to first signs of aging SCARY. My turn soon though. But I wont spend get to be here on that day itself oh well. No harm no harm. But i cant celebrate some Best Friend's 21st shall forget it will approach in like a few more weeks. OOPS.
Oh the food was Great thank you GI GI... I cant spell isit GIK GIK and WELL SARAH at the Mahjong table was really a battle of the concentration game. LIKE REALLY you have got to be here to experience mega watts. HAHA. But she is cute lah.

Here Again

2008-08-22T11:23:00.001-07:00

Oh well I havent been blogging because I felt the need for template change and after so much failures, I would rather just use the basic simple design. It feels nicer. It is actually suppose to be about my photographs. I will try to edit the tag box.

2008-04-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

This is Singapore... look closely and it is beautiful. Everyone should find their BEST PLACE.

Whole day at home for today. Really curious of what to do from now on. Hmm. As we get older what happens? Does it necessarily mean love becomes like the past and more complex? Pain is just temporary? Does it linger? I think people shouldnt say emotional or rational because i think everyone can feel that the heart has different parts dedicated to someone or something, just like the brain.

2008-04-16T08:42:00.000-07:00

MY GRANNY SHE IS MY LIGHT

DINNER
WEIRD DINNER
FLOWER FIELD in MALAYSIA

BABY MONKEY and MOMMY SO CUTE

i just returned from a short trip with my grandma and my sis to malaysia. Brought my beloved granny go gai gai time is short so can only go MALAysIA truly asia took some nice photographs. Quite enjoyable, i took it as a time to refresh my mind and walk around to stop thinking about certain things.... haha

Dance/ Lunches

2008-01-12T10:14:00.000-08:00

Today was just as a normal saturday Dance lessons. New rountine haha we keep doing weird stuff that looks funny. We kept our Xian Gu thing cos now we look nice doing it. It used to look like a kung fu move (weird ) haha Been thinking a lot lately on how to improve everything in my life. But just that i am stuck or maybe i dont accept things turn out the way they do. CONFUSION.

Anyways i had like three lunches or leading to dinner today with different people.
Cheryl and Dance pals haha horrible food
Benji i ate fried dumplings
Mel and Keyin which we really coincidentally met halfway which was already near dinner time. Potato Salad.

FRIED CARBS FIBRE = FAT

Shopped for my fav stuff today L'Occitane i bought the Grape Series the Scrub and Shower Oil. Pretty Good stuff.
Some couple of Sheets masks. Bloxer briefs from Topman Size not really comfortable. haha
I OVER SPENT haha cos need some retail therapy. SAD LAH. Still havent quite figured out picasa so no pics for now. haha

WHY OH WHY

2008-01-12T10:13:00.000-08:00

Hello 2008

2008-01-05T19:53:00.000-08:00

oh my god it has been a million years since i blogged. For 2007 it has been a tough year but not without some sweet flavour. Hope everyone will be happy for 2008 even if challenges are met. Solve them and bury them. I have many many things to update maybe a bit too much. Relationships mostly. HAHA. I've slowly grown up i guess into more anti-ageing mode. Hope somethings could have changed but what to do. another reason for this long time of not updating is my computer is like dying and i have been lazy to get a new one. But all is going to change today haha i hope (fingers cross) today i shall go get a computer. So definitely can update more stuff provided i dont feel tired or bored about blogging haha.

Yee HAR

2007-04-29T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hey i am starting to blog again. Why? Cos i am too overly bored with doing house work. Went to ikea to pick up some stuff a nice lamp, nice quilts nice bedsheets ya da ya da... I know people here IKEA and say HUH? the bed will break or not. So i didnt even dare to buy a chair..,geez... I shall slowly update my blog. I realised i have lost many things in life.. neither will they ever come back which makes it kind of sad right>? But i have to go on and not be petrified to the chair i am now....

2006-06-18T08:47:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD!!! YES my blog is out of tekong mode.... actually for updating people who might or may come across my dead blog. I was posted to 3 guards AHRRRRRRRRRRRR. wat a weird place. i shall update the shit....the next time. There are many things to update.
1. i got dumped
2. I got dumped
3. My work
4. How horrible people are.
5. wat the hell will my life be from now
haha haha

2006-03-10T20:14:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE!!! ATTENTION THE TIME HAS COME FOR MUAH!!!! TO GO TO THE WONDERFULL PLACE CALLED TEKONG. TO WELL in 3 hours + i mean. HELP!!! haha. NEVER MIND LAH ARH just take it as boot camp. SInce my complexion not very good rite, its just one of the chances for me to YOU KNOW WAT? EXERCISE and drink water drink drink drink... THAN MAYBE I might become a hunk EWWWWWWWWWW i know. GAWD this is like BOOT CAMP.... ARHHH got elimination or not??? HAHA. than i opt for getting kicked out. Hey PEople please pray for me that aLL gOEs well yeah? especially the grenade thing A GRENADE?? THose action packed movie always BOOM THAT ONE leh. i scared i throw in front of my leg haha. CHOI! AIYOH BAND OF BROTHERS LIAO LOH pek cek..... ANyways wish me ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK....GOOD FORTUNE!!!

2006-03-04T08:32:00.000-08:00

You scored as Sociology. You should be a Sociology major!

English

75%

Sociology

75%

Dance

67%

Psychology

67%

Philosophy

67%

Biology

58%

Art

58%

Mathematics

58%

Anthropology

50%

Linguistics

50%

Journalism

42%

Chemistry

42%

Theater

42%

Engineering

33%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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2006-03-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

OKEE !!! PEOPLE HERE I AM liao
haha
first of all i am here i finally starting my prilgamage. TO be a nun and eat ZAi everyday meaning vegetarian. hahahaha and kok kok kok on the Mu YU. yes i shaved off all my hair to the nearly skin head one. HAHA. they are like bristles i cant even wear clothes properly they get stuck. haha.
The photos on my friendster arh sorry i lazy to upload here.

ANyways the results everyone know lah hor.
SICKENING RITE!!! haha
well sorry to people who died worse than me BUT LEH i reall think i didnt do good enough lah arh
HAHA.
and also to people from the past that made a boo with me A BIG HA HA HA HA HA to u all who didnt do better haha

2006-02-17T12:59:00.000-08:00

Hey ho....clubbing life is weirdly weird. HAHA
Boring lah.
I walked into this mini party of Sun Yan Zi i didnt even realised.
I just looked at this woman and looked and looked and looked.
I think she didnt put on make up cannot recognise her lah.
Until i see like quite awhile, followed by this weird and cooky man,
DAVID GAN running around haha
WOrse PEOPLE DO I LOOK Like a hooker?
His friend asked me whether am i busy..........Maybe just slightly
itsy teeny weenie maybe he might be interested in me i think.
HAHA. BUt quite good looking nonetheless.
OOOOh i like this talllllllllll extremely tall person can spot in any time and anywhere type
HEEEE HEE......
SO many weird people. HAHA.

2006-02-12T14:00:00.000-08:00

WHAT A BAD DAY
FREAKING BAD DAY
GUAN YING Ma SAVE MEEEEE

main thing someone mistook me for EDWINNIE!
i shall really go into zen mode.
I SHALL BLOG ABOUT IT SOON................

2006-02-09T10:14:00.000-08:00

You are Delita

You scored -3 good or evil, 3 spirituality, -7 power, and 26 intelligence!

So the scorned knight is you...
Delita Hyral lost his sister, but bounced back as a "Double Agent"
spying on the church on behalf of Zeltennia's Nanten (specifically, the
Black Sheep Knights he now commands). Even so, like your buddy Ramza,
you fight constantly to surpass the rest and cover your weaknesses.
Believing power is everything, you'll resort to a few dirty tricks to
accede to the throne. But behind that heavy-handed style, good
intentions remain, even if the results spell disaster. You're quite
crafty, and while you show little mercy in your brand of justice, it
remains just in the "Old Testament" style (which befits your need of
anger management courses).
Delita can be quite evil, shrewd and spirited, regarded generally as a
misunderstood genius and receiving much jealousy for it. Watch what you
say to others, since you can't hold out forever on your own power.
Others like you consist of "Kain" and "Golbez" from Final Fantasy IV.
Your polar opposite is Barret. You'll probably get along with
Sephiroth, and you could tolerate Yuna or Bahamut.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 27% on purity
You scored higher than 24% on faith
You scored higher than 7% on strength
You scored higher than 93% on intelligence

Link: The Who are you in the FF Universe Test written by Helbereth on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

IT just means i am smart!! WHy am i always the complicated people...... HAHA COS I AM SMART

2006-02-09T09:37:00.000-08:00

Your results:
You are Catwoman

Catwoman		90%
Hulk		75%
Green Lantern		65%
Wonder Woman		55%
Robin		55%
Spider-Man		55%
Superman		55%
Batman		50%
Supergirl		45%
The Flash		40%
Iron Man		40%

You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Haha i didnt even purposely chose the answers. I still got something i like HOW ACCURATE!!!
I feel like getting a cat people but NS IS SO in the way!!

I just finished watching the Grammies. I WANT TO be like mariah CAREY my inspiration my idol!! haha be kuku and can sing. have a hello kitty radio and get drawn all over the billboard.
YEAH THATS THE LIFE I WANT! nope i dont want the boobies. i want to be a singer a very goooooooooood singer. HOPE IT HAPPENS!

2006-02-06T11:08:00.000-08:00

ARH I CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF SO ER XIN!!
HAHA
ANyone got any like a few days job
For Example, Modeling haha

2006-02-05T11:14:00.000-08:00

God people sorry for not updating!
Thanks for everyone that sent me the messages to encourage me.
HAHA i know but i dont have any nice messages to send back u all.
COs sure everyone has the same COS u all interlink will get repeat mode.
HAHA

ANyWAYs have been shopping. non stop. Some woman(sx) made me missed out on a chance on my beautiful crane t shirt. STUPID
I like the shirt so much lah.
I cant find any nice pants, short, 3/4s or watever.
Keep trying not satisfied.
Haha.

Nice people have come along to teach me the rules of socialising
haha DANiEL. God my face was frozen solid with so many people to HELLO!
Daphne, if u are reading my blog. Yeah. I understand totally, let's have a simple life and not over complicate ourselves. LEt other people think what they want to think.

2006-01-29T11:05:00.000-08:00

Hi people, sorry for not updating. As you all know this new year got no BAI FANg-ing so here i am playing with blogskins. This is the COokie skin (not complete) which we baked lah. OKAY! you all want other designs but cookies one just tell me loh.

Unfortunately, doesnt mean i dont update i dont have friends. RIGHT? NAtalie, maybelle, nina, jerome, HAZEL Nut etc. (not just them).Unfortunately, during the hols i have to work and go out and enjoy and play. Rather than just sulking about the past mistakes of something u can never get back and staring at the screen. Never will I. Also, when i go out with people means mutuality agreement was complied. Unfortunately, i was invited on their own account. With no empathy, sympathy, or any knowledge of wat has happened. Thanks again for remembering me dearly. Unlike, trying ur best to fit in, people have come to approach me. I dont complain about people and end up getting back along with them. I either knock u over or leave u alone. Such imbeciles are really so pitiful. Friendless and unable to naturally fit in. Foolish complains, nobody is at fault. I just know, unfortunately. For i have brains. I know people more than they can know even a slightest part of me.

Anyways XIN NIAN KUAI LE! that have been wonderfully nice to me!
WHEEE. i dont need to name all of u all rite?
HAHA
(it looks silly)

2006-01-04T08:27:00.000-08:00

Heya,
sorry for not updating. New year was okay. Yada yada yada. But most importantly was the first day of 2006. haha. I had to move myself WHOOSH WHISSHHHH back to time. Apparently, I went for a gathering of 3rp 4rp. Hell, YEAH! guess who i saw? haha to EVerybody that has heard me grumble GREAt u know who the heaven he is. But thats okay haha. Anwyays, i shall soon blog about certain things like

COOKIE MANIA.
GIFTS RECEPTION.

2005-12-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

I think my family is so scary. WE are like some F grade comedy movie and us being the actors. GOD. Had to go for a cousin's wedding. They took a cab made me spill my Lancome. MAde me go to a wrong hotel. Made me walk into the WRONG WEDDING. ALL Because nobody wanted to call any relative to ask, and even worse lost the wedding INVITATION. FAINTs. CAn't blog tpp tired i shall watch DISNEY Channel's SLEEPOVER CLUB yeah it's silly. But still watchable...........

STARGAZING*

2005-12-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

YOO HOO GUys!! my much awaited "cleaning the room" entree is here! haha. THE "before part for now " AS my friends should know my room is like Hurricane Katrina meets Aceh Tsunami for all my life. So for now, i am trying to make my life become better. By making my room neat. I believe ur life starts from u so better have some good traits!! haha. Anways these are some Pictures that might shock u! not for the faint of heart. Cleaniness Heads beware i am the ULTIMATE DUST BUNNY!! MUAHAHA!!

BEFORE -CLEANING ROOM PLAN

THIS is when everything from my room got pushed out on the hall way haha!! SCARY right? How "much" books one can have is a mystery especially yeo yang not to mention the other junkies he always has to buy when shopping. GAWD!

THIS is the CORE OF my room. EVen though everything is out but my room still looks like ACEH aftermath can die rite!!! haha. never show the fish tank table its like yah the dead fishes got washed up the shore with the broken pieces of houses. sO MUCH STUFF. Look at the basket those are my beauty products and those arent the end of it!! there are some downstaairs of my house and scattered somewhere in the jungle of mine.

MY DESK Cannot be used to accomplish any written words unless my homework floats. and i do YOGA the expert kind. The next section is going to be even more Awe STRUCK it is SUBLIME to be found in a teenager's bed ROOM!! haha i am the all mighty sword collector!! MUAHAHA!!

WATS THAT?? u might ask? it is the one thing i keep telling my friends my room is EPB BOOKSHOP. U might think. GOT A LOT MEH? the bag so small WELL if i can compare the amount of pens it would have to be.....Scrooge Mcduck swimming in his gold coins VS An ant walking around a building. THE PENS ARE the buildings that have gone through earthquake that dont stand straight SEE. OR for the rude and DIRTY bunch called guys its like u sickening men sticking out all erections at a poor harmless, innocent, doleful eyed, er hem when she falls into THis DESPICABLE trap u have set out for her!!!

THis is the best possible route that an ant can possibly cross non stop to the other side only IF It wants to travel inner WOAH thats like (ya know wat i mean) THE ANt is that turqouise coloured thing on my FLAT Stapler since PRIMARY SCHOOL u SEE??
You might still think that very little only wat. Please have a look at the above pictures the one that can view my desk directly its a BIG DRAWER now its FULL TO THE BRIM.

WELL people, by having so many di**s, or phallic objects in my room, since no room out there for such wicked creatures, that ejaculate blue stuff, pink stuff, white stuff, pink with glitter blah blah blah u might have a multi coloured dic* but who knows. I HAVE sorted them out by,

CREATING THE CITY OF PEN-is(ever wonder why they are called pens? OH MY GOD! u even tried to? HOW SILLY!!)
bottom left corner, THE colourfuls, the middle bottom area, the second- CLASS colourful a.k.a colour pencils. THAN comes the mightier than the sword kind, the boring one, always ejaculating kind. GOd yeah! the one u might be even holding on ur hand this instant if u are writing! or playing a fool with it by doing hand tricks on it. ABOVE the usual ones are the big penises where they are rare in biological asian males. THEY are FLASHY and colourful. VERY IMPORTANT IN EXAMS to make ur eyes remember wat lies beneath the colour! ---THE HIGHLIGHTER--- YES, as u can see i have many. NOT FORGETTING THE liquid paper pure caucasians woo hoo!!

Above this group is the expensive rich set of pens, markers that people can ONLY BUY in sets. SO THIS ARE FOR THE RICH and affluent people. On its opposite, is the now perceived as useless sharp dic*s. unless Your'e in primary school. )I am different i am an ART STUDENT so beat it) within the pencils hidden like life are a few rich people pretending to be poor they are called mechanical pencils. tHEy are so lazy all they do need is a shake and VUALA-- its user friendly!! HOW patethic.

These are like not the only pens i have in my room. And moreover not the whole house oh god grief. WELL there comes a final part where the most expensive ones or the rich kids stay. IN THE SUburbs aka on my TABLE. U may NOT! see them. You dont have the honour they say and i mean it. In case they get kidnapped by certain girls OR guys with pen fetishes. GROss

ANyways i shall blog of what i did on the day after christmas VERY INTERESTIng later and continue the "AFTER" of ROOM PACKING and show the world ALL I GOT FOR CHRISTmas!!

I AM THE UNAPPROACHABLE BEAUTY. THAN WHY CHOOSE BEAUTY CHOOSE UGLY.- BY muah

2005-12-25T09:46:00.000-08:00

Sorry people haha i updated the template instead cos trying to figure it out how the hell do u use the tempalte properly so i always try again and again. This is like real rough, done in 20 mins haha. SO better versions coming up i hope if i got the time! WHEE!. Anyways, i blog alittle lah haha. EDWINIE IS like so incorrigible. Talking bout christmas gifts, my jap friend like brought so many wu eh bo eh-hokkien to my OTher ethnic groups, it means funny weird things that i also dont know wat to do. from Japan. MY sis cook the thing she buy so salty, I drink? never tell me must add water i like drinking some YAKULT essential oil haha YAH ITS YAKULT ESSENTIAL OIL!
Anways she got this Adidas hat BUT to my amazement it was a fisherman's hat so now i am wondering do Singaporeans still wear those? BUt with the creativity i have, yeah! i have transformed it into a NEW LOOK okay. Unlike the kuku-look or the CANCER look GOD! shall post the pictures another time! whee!!

Since everybody signs off with like a nice thing like BABOOSH* or something haha I AM Signing off with a Qoute- an interesting one!

"It's mind over matter, I don't mind and you don't matter."-Johnny Ohm now by THE UNAPPROACHABLE BEAUTY-

2005-12-25T01:28:00.000-08:00

okay people sorry for like not updating for ages cos i am cleaning my room after cleaning i shall blog till i drop lots of updates on christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE and like the job thing and like the stupid things haha but now pack pack pack here's a quiz i took though!

You are HEAD-BANGING.
Synopsis: This behavior most likely appears at
times of extreme frustration. It may involve
you banging your head on the corner of a desk,
or on something hand-held (like a book, for
example). You are nave and very sensitive to
the comments of others, and things happening
around you.
Positive trait: Sensitive
Negative trait: Overly-trusting
Color: Lavender
Emotion: Loneliness
Animal: Mouse
Quote: My power over you grows stronger yet.

What form of self-mutilation are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Your Love Number is

3

You're confident and charming, which makes you able to keep your relationships fresh.
A true perfectionist, you give your all (and then some!) to your sweetie.
Honest, funny, and kind... you are the ideal lover for many.
Just don't let your jealousy get the best of you!

What Is Your Love Number?

2005-12-09T01:26:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE I am finally updating bit by bit been busy and today finally have time to sit down and relax and yah to add to the festive season i have put new music sung by mua any other carols want me to SING AND PUT!!!! The song isnt complete but please place ur orders and i will sing a complete one hahaha jsut to spruce up my dead blog but dont too boring ones like silent night afterwards i give u a silent blog -peng- haha anyways toodles and enjoy the holiday season ahead!!

2005-10-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

The only guys in our class......haha

One Of my Best pals FLYYYY in class she has never gotten angry AMAZING!!

CAlista, CHERYL ONG HUI QIAN!!! HAHA sorry for just now
stupid chyebyeish, and MUAH

WE BOTH THINK WE ARE FAT-

my DANCE PARTNER my husband we have lived
together in our second home for going to be 2 years alread..y

WE have many interracial SHOTS haha one of them
PEOPLE sorry i cant upload so many so there is gonna be a part two well this is the spare time we had while waiting for out farewell assembly LIKE SO BORING YAH haha
so (to be continued)

GRad ASsembly

2005-10-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

Okay i had my Farewell Assembly on FRi. MAny things to blog about but i am busy for the momeny so promise to be cack to blog about it AND MAYBE that EEEeeya's thing jsut to let him know. PIZZa HUT?? ANyone

HEY

2005-10-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

Oh my god yesterday went to SCHOOL WITH A SURPRISe oh god! HAD a mock exam and my only period LIT SHE vapourized OH MY god she and me should just kill each other. HAHA. OH my god talked alot yesterday. CAlista yah your house like a cemetry everone DIED haha got a weird brother. HAHA. And studied my Antony n Cleopatra SO confusing. dont know how they keep re reading it and can remember wat act wat scene. We played like stupidly silly games before the paper so crazy. WE all agreed that when Miss kon Lectured we felt proud lah in front of the SCience stream hoho cos their stream's teacher sO BUANG. OH PLEASE IVY CHIA good teacher but a little bit sandman. AND i finally got the meaning OF WIT AFter so many papers. HAHA. THANKS Su lyn.

2005-10-08T22:00:00.000-07:00

And so i spent my Satuday doing nothing So Bored NEver study either..................................................................................................... SEe Sunday going out or not I want to watch movie!!! WHEEE

PArt 2 No sorries

2005-10-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

WEll here comes Melody's part. One day earlier from my birthday we went out shopping seems like an everyday event. MY parents werent around so my cash was limited. WE were walking and walking and than suddenly she suggested i get Lydia's present it was initially a window shop present thing for her. However we were walking and i saw these two cute and lovable bunny stuffed toys which were so cute. She said we should get that for Lydia so i was like okay lah i dont buy lah. Give it to her as a present. She wanted us to buy it right than and there and i was quite reluctant due to not enough money and please my birthday i dont even have the right to shop I WAS LIKE OKAY. FIne. So we bought the toy for Lydia and i officially had no money to go out the following day my Birthday.

So on my bithday they called me out and i said i couldnt get out cos no money But i tot it would still be alrite at the end SO i went out with Zero dollars just to meet up with them. Fine it was quite disgusting the feeling when i reached there, because they asked me wat i wanted to eat and i had no money. ANd so i said i didnt want but than again i didnt want my birthday to end just like that so i agreed to eat. I eVEN took the trouble to ask my sister to walk down to a POSB bank to transfer money to me. ANd than came the choosing dinner part. BEnji said he celebrated with another person and ate at SEoul Garden and kept insisting i go to the HAwker centre along orchard road to eat OBVIOUSLY i wouldnt want that rite. PU--LEASE people and none of us ever eaten at that place. SO which means I know we are on a budget control. I wanted to have steak at Plaza SIng but again i dont blame Xiang min she cannot eat BEEF. ANd than OH my god i just had to settle for the Wanton Mee at Hereen. After telling people, people say WAh quite a big comparison to soup kitchen and this... I dont really want to compare it cos as long as it's something i am okay with doesnt matter. Not to mention i wanted to go K Dinner at least. But than it was a total Failure thing. NExt matter, i suddenly blurted out that the dinner at soup restaurant was not enough for everyone BUT SHE SCREAMED And SAID it was okay. Which i tried to clarify by saying ME and Yan Qi did not have enough to eat and we had to order at COke CAfe Bake RICE. AND SO she SCREAMed at my face again with that tone of hers" yan qi will tell me one okay sh ewont fu yan me" WELl if u dont believe me its fine. But the truth is that. MAybe it was ur Grand Birthday u couldnt realise that only Xiang Min and SOng Xia and Benji side of the table were eating more than us. Cos they are people that eat.

U ask Yan Qi, she did say yah still hungry at COKE CAFE THATs WHY WE ORDERED because u were busy PLAying the STUPID console. U can ask STACEy AS WELL it was ur birthday thing so we didnt say anything. WEll if u all people still think i am toking gibberish its fine. When u read this BLog its means our Friendship is over. COs if it took such a long time for u to even look at this blog of mine which concerns my life and i already put it on my MSN. Than we have no point to continue such silly friendships where everyone is insensitive and unconcerned abouT each other. YOu might not like me to say it But i might understand how Yen Lin Felt on her birthday. IT makes us seem like fools to just have minimal expectation and hoping u to realise.
And finally just see the title explains everything this message is particularly to Benjiman Ng and MElody Ng.

PS: Return me my stuff people and Benji i will return u urs too
aLso this is only one incident that reached my tolerance level just lasting lest than two weeks. I am also a person not ur personal servant. That is ALL.

People Who read just read all PART 1

2005-10-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

Today, I am here with an important announcement. Regards? Well to some of my friends. I am going to be quite courteous if it is considered rude than please adjust tolerance level cos i have altered mine. This is serious since after so long we dont quite understand each other. Audiences be the judge. It started with Melody Ng's birthday it was quite alright i suppose. Not to mention I had to sit there for 3 hours on the other end of the table. I respect people's decision of not wanting me to poke into people's private lives. It's acceptable right? Well i had an urge or a desire to leave however i told myself to stay cos it was still quite early and it is her birthday so i would just keep them company. Next came an idea popping out of benji's head to go clubbing cos i said i wanted to go to the club Why NOt cos i havent been there for long.

HOWEVER I SPECIFICALLY SAID I WASNT GOING TO CLUB (even WEEKS BEFORE due to me birthday to be on the next week and i knew things like getting caught just before ur birthday were like an unspoken rule or something). I was about to leave but Benji psychoed us and said "lets go Happy" as it was free enty before 12am he was good at it If i could ask me to demo it. I decided to accompany them again. AND vuala we obviously had to walk pass WHy not to REAch HAPPY and with that they talked and walked so much they missed the 12 am thing. I suggested they went in to Why NOt cos Hui Hui was accquainted with the Deejay and most probably they could get in For FREE. SO I said i am not going in due to past occurences with the bouncers(explaining later). I even waited for all of them to get their ID's CHecked. i SAid i was leaving I told BEnji and MEl i cant get in. ANd so Benji ACtually WANTED to RISK The world's most silly stunt ASK ME TO USE HIS Bus PASS. with him next to me. ANd so The bouncer was a little unsure of me as in my age so he initially didnt had any comments But than upon looking at THE ridiculous PAss he said" You Still Dare To Come Here aRH?" These words lingered in my head they really RANg. And they confiscated the FAke ID.

You may call it my pride it's alright. REason why i didnt flare up at them because firstly it was Mels Birthday, secondly i was lost i didnt know whether it was stupid me to take the ID when i knew it wont work OR whether it was Benji just being selfish(bad word) or absent minded (sounds better aint it). HE didnt even SAY ANYTHING THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME. I have told mel before the incident she jolly well replied" WHy u cannot go in?" WEll to that i have my respects for wat absent mindness can do and her attitude and tone were like OH i am the criminal or some sort. SO after that i had to think my mind was still ringing with those words MY spine just literally broke cos what i have believed to be my friends or my support system. I just couldnt bear that breeze behind me. ANd Amazingly i appreciate Yan Qi's help to negotiate THUMBS UP and we had the ID Back. BENji should be Glad.

EVEN WORSE he suggested we GO HAPPY to try. I wAS like i am going home BUT no they kept saying COME COME COME. My legs were detached from my brain it seems given the situation friends for such a long time i would do that. PEople i am not asking u to judge whether benji looks pathetic and disgusting when he does things like that. HE may be trying to salvage the situation of finding a place to go after that ordeal. We decided not to go happy cos it was EXPENSIVE. Later they decided to go Boat quay that was one of my last places to go if it were me cos MANY horrid Memories. At that point everyone wantED TO GO SOMEWHERE sounds selfish even ME( i wanted to go home). Hui hui likes Boat quay. Benji just wants to go to either a club or pub (correct me if i am wrong ). Yan qi wanted to go to a Pub with a karaoke. Because her boyfriend likes to sing and she wants to meet him. THan there was me VERsus MEL outside the CAb door.

I wanted to leave cos i explained i wanted to go home (not forgetting the previous ringing words) and the cab fare from Tanjong Pagar was only $10 to my home from BOAT QUAY it was $20. At that point i didnt had money or enough money for the place called BOAt Quay i will not call her insenitive Just never think before acting. SO she Yelled or TALKEd LOULDY SAYing " COME COME COME inside the Cab" Seems like i am her LACKY. Well after that had many things happen. AS to Benji why after supressing many incidents this was the one who pushed me off the cliff COME I SHALL List them---

At a china black CLUBBING incident he wanted to go so badly cos he said he had never gone into a big club yet so i agreed to accomapny him AND he left so early at 1am i was quite dissapointed but i understand family thang.
At a Rave incident it WAS an SAJC CLUBBING party i didnt have an id so he wanted to get into the club first and asked me to look for my friends at Tanjong Pagar by myself. I was Shocked although he at the end did accomapny me But after saying that. You get the picture.
At a road junction (About to take a cab home) of Tanjong Pagar Outside THe one karaoke i wanted to GO home he psychoed me to stay with him cos he saw a gal of his dream CALled vAL or so he says. I decided to agree and go Why not this was the time when i had the collision with the bouncers. WE waited for a while cos they wanted free entry however they couldnt give us free entry THat WAS besides the point. I couldnt get in cos he confronted me about my ID and to prevent confiscation i said i forgot to bring and he said i couldnt enter and so i had to leave. AND YOU knoW WAT? BEnji said "u go home first loh i go in with them" I was very pissed i just asked him "you going to leave me alone here" he said "go home" FINE I WeNT HOME. PEople AS a fRiend would u commit such acts furthermore FOR STRAIGHT NORMAL GUYS WHO ARE READING THIS the logical mind was to at least accompany ur friend i know many would ANd than come back to flirt with the gal IT EVEN GIVES A GENTLEMAN IMAGe allowing good marks in the Girl's mind.
PEOPLE i am not saying CLubbing is wrong. From my points (and there are many more these are just the major ones) we can conclude he is not a true clubber he is JUST A PERSON well imagine a face first WANTING SOMETHING SO BAD that it feels disgusting ( for mean people) or SOrry (for nice people) just to look or View upon it. HE may say he is not like that but well so many evidence i think even i HAD TO SUE it would be Sufficient rite.

For the MEl thing to be continued in PART 2 otherwise TOO Long

HMMMMMMMmmm

2005-10-06T11:21:00.000-07:00

These few days very chiong sua so tiring so sianz so irritating. FInally finished One patethic paper for A level! WHEEE the ARt coursework quite worried cos a few of them also say many people might get a B yah loh i think so too where got so goot everyone get (A)s rite? My birthday was horridly past i thought this year got more people would be slightly better but nah i would have prefered last year's Cheryl's accompany-Burger King is sufficient. It was heart-felt at least. Many people say they can be better friends but I think there is no comparison or not because (unexplained). ALso today's coursework SET up was so rush hour mode we changed so many times of the STAnd and Elaine being the perfectionist haha kept painting EVERYthing WHITE to make it clean. We kept switching the projectors around so CRAzy after that w had to wait for the examiners to leave than we can keep our stuff. SO silly right after doing he asked all of us to go for lessons tomorrow 3 hours he mad arh havent even RESTed enough so crazy. THan keep asking us to study other subjects but HELLO the art thing wasnt over properly who will go and study other subjects properly. I realised i should speak out what I think cos horoscopes always say for me thats what make mE WHO I AM. WEll maybe I should. As melvin would say there is nothing wrong with expressing one's feelings just dont hurt people can already. Also, regardless of people believing or listening to my words people might be skeptics Cos they also believe what they believe in so as long as I just get it off its okay. HAHA. But for me maybe slowly lah. Everyday little. Here goes first well previously I liked this person in my school, Dexter. Too people that have supported and understood me I thank you all. But he is still like a Mountain or a peak or a summit that can never be reached so it is alright yah? Furthermore he has a snow cap over him to protect him so yah FINAL. In my past I have experienced people's unknowing comaprison of situations. For example, it is stupid to base it on whether two people were together or not. Or even better whether was it one sided or not. Because different situations consist of different emotions be it a boyfriend problem or a gal's one. Each should be dealt with greater respect or at least just listen and listen to people's opinion. Not to be just brushed upon and leave people hanging around AT LEAST that is what I would do. NEver just a bit of fu yan and gone because what if some people take to too seriously at least for me I am okay with it.

I'm here!!!

2005-08-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hey, to evryone!!! i'm here!! here!! here!!!

it's been donkey years since i blog... n for tis blog, it's the 1st time~~ muahahaha.. *claps*
aniwae, tis bloggie ish set up by yang to bring all of us back!! back!! haha.. we're all bz wif our lifes but nevertheless, we all haf a place in each other's hearts!!!

aniwae, been meeting mel yang ben n xia lately.. song!! catching up ish taking place!! fridae we shall get our ipod mini!!! so xing fen!! haha.. OMG OMG!! haha...

aniwae... let's haf a big bash sumtime soon kie??!?!?!

-min aka xiang gu-

HELLO STRANGERs

2005-07-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

PRECISELY ITS CALLED anti-ME. nobody even visits. HOW PATHETICALLY RUDE this is like our shared blog to KEEP UP WITH OUR emotionally bonding thang HELLO!!! Shit on u all than u all know i am here to help u all update.

BENJI is as usual CMI and still copy pasting everything from our mouths. Clubbing still. No matter wat no self reflectory abilities so dont say its their fault ITS JUST URS.

MEL Ng- Ermm i have to be a negotiatior, interpretor, TERMInator. CHeer up lah!! a good friend so horrendous.

Raw Xiang Gu- Ermm i think she is like so buzzee but fine already now.

Buddha Ong- AS siaoz and jinx as ever loves her CHong Wen Sheng.

PIg Magnet - ermmm okay and still alive i guess.

S S Pong - HAPPIEST AMOnG ALL!!!

Ah Lian - In my school only knows he bought an out of colour top that doesnt go with the pants next time got chance take his pic show u all.

Shih Nai MA - aSk my Sister Yen

As for PRETTY:-

SOnG xIA- i not very sure i think she is labeled deceased

ME - okay loh for now me and her okay nothing interesting just feel like dropping out of school

Im HeRe!!!

2005-07-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

Yo~im here..as promised..to leave my footprint..so wads bout my life..hmm...juz recovered frm mild fever, cold, cough n sore throat. Sch is still the same, every1 is chionging...but im still walking. Ok...tts my life..its boring..i know..

In case u r wondering hu am i...
i am XIYING~~

Its UP and going!!!

2005-07-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hoorah i spent 5 minutes to frantically set up this wonderful blog site for our friends!!! Where the other group of us can type here if u want as this is when we all started to be closer and we can update each other HENCE the name!! I HAVE MADE IT A REALITY!!! its good actually cos it is still all about me!!!